Dream Journal

This time faith was in my dream and we were spending good time together yet it seems that in my dream we were at a park bench that was close to someone’s home and there were some edged bushes there.  Then she wanted to sleep on the grass by the bushes and I asked to stop and get up because u don’t want to sleep on the grass but she wouldn’t listen to me and kept doing what she wanted. The. The scene changed to us sitting in the back of a car and I’m looking to the right at her. She looks different, more glossy, bloated , darker And less attractive and I reach over and caress her face to move her hair and she gives me this attitude of don’t touch me and starts to a say that her friend she has she can do laundry with her. Then the scene cuts to an angle outside the car briefly.

After which were following behind this older man and white woman down an escalator and I seem to remember her running down or jumping down, it’s blurry but she doesn’t just follow me, instead she makes her own path but I can still see her in my peripheral. As I get in line behind these older people and commence to buy a ticket she doesn’t wait with me and instead goes around to the other side and stands there yet I can see her watching me out of my eyes while I buy my ticket. More happens before And after these scenes but this is all I can remember since waking up. I believe this dream is speaking to me about my own boundaries and how they’re not in my own control and  are sporadically jumping all over the place. I’m frustrated but this clearly doesn’t matter to dream faith- and this was true in reality too. Hmm maybe I’ll find out more As I keep dreaming but my boundary work and relationship work need mending and growth for my healing truly. Dreams always have a great message